Friday, November 11, 2011

Well the news wasn't bad but not what I wanted to hear. After going through 7 month of the chemo pills and all the side effects the CAT scan showed stable. No growth but no shrinking of the tumors. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy the tumors haven't increased in size or quantity I just was hoping for better results considering all I've read about the drug. So starting November 23 I will be taking a new trial drug that is suppose to make the chemo adhere to the cancer cells instead of roaming around and taking the healthy cells with the cancer cells. I realize that if I wasn't on the chemo pills it could have been the opposite so I'm not upset.

It's a good thing too because I have been obsessing with the whole thing the last week and came up with the following:

Why I Can't Die!

1. I have too many family and friends that I would miss dearly and hopefully would miss me.
2. I have too much work to do yet and don't want to disappoint anyone
3 My babies (cats) would miss me terribly.
4. I love life too much.
5. The pale look just doesn't suit me.
6. I haven't found the right pajama's to be buried in.
7. I haven't reached my goal weight yet!
8. The hospital staff would miss my witt and humor espcially when they are putting in an IV
9. I still have some great books I need to read.

and ........

10. Seriously, I believe this happening to me for a reason and there is still something I need to do and accomplish that will help others. Not sure what it is but I'm sure it will come to me.

Until I have news - Keep Dancing my friends!