Another week down. Seems like Wednesdays come way too fast. Tuesday's blood test was again a home run. What would I do without my super dupper blood taker D (that's actually what they call him). He never misses (hope I didn't jinx us). Even at 7:15AM he comes in with a smile!!! I would feel more confident on Wednesdays if he could put in my IV!
I didn't take any chances this week and carried a copy of the LAB and handed it to them when I checked in on Wednesday. Of course I got a look like "whats this" but too bad. Nurse Brigit (who I had when I had my fever) was on deck once again. What a super personality. After searching for a vein she decided to call in reinforcements instead of trying and missing (in my opinion a trait of a good nurse knowing her limitations). She made a good choice because the IV went in on one try. Rest of the afternoon was uneventful except that I notices that I am getting restless legs during the treatment. Not sure if its the recliner or the drugs. I do have this problem sitting on planes lately so I need to find out more info. I also noticed that as good as the "happy" drugs they give me that knock me out are - the after math is like having a hangover. Not sure if they are worth it.
On a bummer note - I have a new chemo schedule taking me out through the end of August.
Weekend was OK. I admit I went through an ANGRY stage on Sunday. I guess it was a little bit of feeling sorry for myself. I still am having trouble getting my arms around this whole situation. It's just frustrating because there was nothing I could do to prevent it - no pill I forgot to take, no doctors appointment I missed. To add to the frustration everything is out of my control. I go to chemo - I take the drugs, etc. but it doesn't mean its going to work. So I'm ANGRY!
Until next week or something worth talking about happens. Thanks for listening.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
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